After much anxious waiting, we finally got our unit at Costa Ris! I can't wait to see our Study Room and Entertainment Room being filled up with stuff that we love to do. Organ, piano, violins and F1 Racing Simulator, I'll drooling at the same time! haha!
Although our queue number wasn't really favourable at 805 out of 688 units, we still managed to book a unit that we're happy with. We can consider ourselves 1st time lucky!! :)
The love nest for deardear and dardar is confirmed! :)
Monday, September 12, 2011
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Warmth
I had just read through the beautiful card with stitches that my Dardar had made for me for our first anniversary. A nice warm feeling of support for me in the tough days ahead.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Awake when I should be Asleep
It's strange. 12:49am and I'm blogging instead of sleeping. I think I can sleep if I want to, but I just would like to pen out my thoughts.
The difficult days are here. Maybe the difficulties at work, the beginning of foundation studies and the usual doubts that I had about myself are quickening my pulses a bit. But one thing I must say is a big thank you to my Dardar who is always so supportive of me. I really cannot imagine if I'm without my dardar one day. Once again, I appeal to my dearest to tell me anything if you feel that our relationship is taking a wrong turn in any way.
With Dardar's support, I strongly believe that my difficult journey can be made less painful. Thank you very much dardar. I love you. :))
Dear Heavenly Father, I would also like to thank you for bringing my dearest dardar to me. Father I pray that You will continue to bless us and protect us and our families from harm's way. Father, I've also been troubled about my career for many years. You have let me to DOS, allowed me to lead a more balanced lifestyle and most importantly brought me and my Dardar together. Father, what is your future plan for me? I pray for your guidance and leadership.
In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.
The difficult days are here. Maybe the difficulties at work, the beginning of foundation studies and the usual doubts that I had about myself are quickening my pulses a bit. But one thing I must say is a big thank you to my Dardar who is always so supportive of me. I really cannot imagine if I'm without my dardar one day. Once again, I appeal to my dearest to tell me anything if you feel that our relationship is taking a wrong turn in any way.
With Dardar's support, I strongly believe that my difficult journey can be made less painful. Thank you very much dardar. I love you. :))
Dear Heavenly Father, I would also like to thank you for bringing my dearest dardar to me. Father I pray that You will continue to bless us and protect us and our families from harm's way. Father, I've also been troubled about my career for many years. You have let me to DOS, allowed me to lead a more balanced lifestyle and most importantly brought me and my Dardar together. Father, what is your future plan for me? I pray for your guidance and leadership.
In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
BB Frys!!
The fishes that dardar and I caught at Qian Hu has given birth to many many Frys! I could have rescued more if I was at home as quite a number were bitten and eaten alive. However, having considered the number of hours I am usually away from home (work, leisure) or sleeping, I think i'm lucky enough to save so many of them. This is exciting! I hope to see as many of them grow up as possible. As usual, the mummy fish is not looking too good. It must have been exhausting for her.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Fear of Talking is Crippling Me
It's downtime. I can easily blame it on excessive exercising which brings along mental fatigue, but I know it is not true.
Poor memory and my inability to communicate well are to be blamed. I think I'm slowing down further. Ha! I thought I had a way of putting this down. Now, I can't even recall that.
I seem to like (or is it because of fear) hiding in my shell too.
Only the thought of dardar makes me better.
Yes, I'm going to study again. I know I'm going against my instinct, but I want one more shot at a degree. I just hope the process will not cause any hurt or friction to my loved ones. They matter to me more than anything else.
Poor memory and my inability to communicate well are to be blamed. I think I'm slowing down further. Ha! I thought I had a way of putting this down. Now, I can't even recall that.
I seem to like (or is it because of fear) hiding in my shell too.
Only the thought of dardar makes me better.
Yes, I'm going to study again. I know I'm going against my instinct, but I want one more shot at a degree. I just hope the process will not cause any hurt or friction to my loved ones. They matter to me more than anything else.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Moving on after 6 years
What's the word to use? A sense of nostalgia when it is just over?
I've the feeling that another chapter of life is over. I guess there are 3 major changes over the past 10 months.
1. Joey left. =(
2. I found my Dardar. =D
3. After 6 years of practising the organ and moving up the grades, it has ended with today's Grade 6 exam.
Not for the first time, I really wish I could have done better.
I think I only managed 80% of my usual potential for Ai Qing Dian Ying and about 85-90% for High School Musical. I guess I will only be satisfied with 95% or more.
I didn't do too well for improvisation earlier. This despite the fact that the piece was relatively simple. What a pity!
However, I guess I made amends by doing better than expected for Listening, where D Major was tested.
Here's my prediction:
Improvisation: C
Ai Qing Dian Ying: B
High School Musical: B
Listening: B
For the record, if I do obtain the certificate, I will be qualified to teach organ at a community centre!
I've the feeling that another chapter of life is over. I guess there are 3 major changes over the past 10 months.
1. Joey left. =(
2. I found my Dardar. =D
3. After 6 years of practising the organ and moving up the grades, it has ended with today's Grade 6 exam.
Not for the first time, I really wish I could have done better.
I think I only managed 80% of my usual potential for Ai Qing Dian Ying and about 85-90% for High School Musical. I guess I will only be satisfied with 95% or more.
I didn't do too well for improvisation earlier. This despite the fact that the piece was relatively simple. What a pity!
However, I guess I made amends by doing better than expected for Listening, where D Major was tested.
Here's my prediction:
Improvisation: C
Ai Qing Dian Ying: B
High School Musical: B
Listening: B
For the record, if I do obtain the certificate, I will be qualified to teach organ at a community centre!
Monday, August 9, 2010
Recovery Aid
These are meant to help me whenever I slip into "dark" thoughts. The past shows that it doesn't work, but I want to give it another shot.
1. There are people in greater adversity. If I had to look near, I just need to look at HL and DQ who overcame adversity. I may not have their mental strength, but the least I could do is to try.
2. My dardar is around to provide comfort. I just had to look at the A4 card that she has created for me in the middle of night to know that she's there for me.
3. Baby steps of self improvement counts. It's impossible to please everyone and it's enuf to care abt those who care.
4. We are made different. Learn to appreciate myself more.
1. There are people in greater adversity. If I had to look near, I just need to look at HL and DQ who overcame adversity. I may not have their mental strength, but the least I could do is to try.
2. My dardar is around to provide comfort. I just had to look at the A4 card that she has created for me in the middle of night to know that she's there for me.
3. Baby steps of self improvement counts. It's impossible to please everyone and it's enuf to care abt those who care.
4. We are made different. Learn to appreciate myself more.
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