A "New" Beginning

Another "New" beginning awaits at DOS today.

Yesterday, the medical checkups and deferment issues brought back memories of 1995 yet again. Are all these part of His plan? Actions were taken which I feel were essential but not necessary correct. How does God feel about what I've done? Have I gone a step too far? Or is this the survival instinct that He has built in me?

Bad Memories

Do they still haunt me? It has been 13 years since the worst episode of my life. Have I really put it all behind me?

This is another day when I feel I had to subtley explain why National Service is such a big obstacle and generated so much doubts in me. I realised this could even be harder than explaining why I'm leaving ITE again even though I'm in no mood to explain either.

I'll move on from the latter. Perhaps I'll be free from the former in 5 years.... Really? The dent can be hammered back to shape, but the scars never disappear.

Back in a Shell

I can't believe how easily my earlier blog fell into the hands of someone whom I wasn't too comfortable to share.

I've contemplated going back to easyjournal, but blogspot allows me room for creativity.